It is hard

It is hard, to let go something that you don't want to let go.
It is hard, to forget something that you want to remember.
It is hard, to give up something that you have been working hard.
It is hard, to throw away something that you precious so much.
It is hard, to don't do something that you want to do so much.
It is hard, to curtail something when you want to keep hold on it.
It is hard, to hate something that you like so much.
It is hard, to keep quite when you want to voice it out so much.
It is hard, to suppress the affection that keep welling up in your heart.
It is hard, to go against your feelings and follow what is commanded.
It is hard, to see something when you are in the mist of doubt.
It is hard, to concentrate on something when your mind are at other place.
It is hard, to unite your heart when your heart are scattered all around.
It is hard, to return to where you should be when your soul is wandering at other place.
It is hard, to stay awake when you are sleepy.
It is hard, to sleep when you are awake.
It is hard, when what you can do is just pray and wait.
It is hard, to control your heart with your mind，

when the two of them are of different entities.

It is just so hard, so hard, to do it, yet it has to be done, whether you like it or not.

But this happened that we might not rely on ourselves 

but on God, who raises the dead.  

2 Corinthians 1:9

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The arm of flesh will fail you,

ye dare not trust your own.