超人不会飞： 后序

改编自周杰伦的同名歌曲

上帝说很多事别太计较
只是使命感找到了我我睡不着
如果说读书要有点技巧
我会加点旋律你会觉得超炫
我教书不是为了炫耀 （炫耀）
所以放心不会人妒忌 （妒忌）
我读书考试不需要小抄
因为上帝是我绘画的颜料

我做很多事背后的意义远比你们想象
主日去教会为了敬拜我的上帝耶和华
学业再繁忙也难抗衡我对神的渴慕
因为我的人生无需再多一张那文凭

我不知道何时变成了医大的模仿生
被人辱骂不能发脾气要大器的模样（怎样）
我说的言语要有点文化
因为随时会被人批评
ВолГМУ 能不能等我俄文好一点再考
MCQ 的考试能不能不考
随时随地注意形象
要控制饮食不然就跟 Dekan Office 相片的我不像（本来就不像）
每一年的毕业典礼时候有很多医生毕业何时才能等到我毕业

喔～
如果超人会飞
那就让我在空中停一停歇
再次俯瞰这个世界
会让我觉得好一些
喔～
读书考试好累
虽然有些疲惫但我还是会
不要问我读完了没
因为超人不能发牢骚

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考试要拿最佳好学生
读药理学就必须要拿个автомат
你不邀请他人讨论就是没有礼貌
你有邀请就是代表你很在乎
教书时你用心解释 （解释）
人家就会觉得你炫耀做作 （做作）
你不解释别人就会说太嚣张
如果你真的不会解释那些人甚至会叫你骗子 （骗子）

当 MCSC 举办活动时
你也要给予充分的支持与赞助
吃的饭不能太好
穿的衣不能太贵
我到底是一个医大学生还是好人好事代表

考试一考就必须拿五分
每个学期就必须是全五
只能说当超人真的好难

喔～
如果超人会飞
那就让我在空中停一停歇
再次俯瞰这个世界
会让我觉得好一些

喔～
读书考试好累
虽然有些疲惫但我还是会
不要问我读完了没
因为超人不能发牢骚

____________________

我不是超人，更不是上帝，
因为我只是个罪人。

超人不会飞： 真正的超人

The truth is, never never will anyone be Man of Miracles. Only Jesus alone can.
Only He alone can do something that I can't do.
Only He alone can turn water into wine.
Only He alone can feed five thousand with five fishes and two bread.
Only He alone can calm storms and have control over nature.
Only He alone can go beyound the boundaries of time and spaces.
Only He alone can make the deads walk out from their graves.
Only He alone can be tempted in all ways, yet sinless.
Only He alone can forgives sinners.
Only He alone can take up the cross.
Only He alone can bear up the sins of the world.
Only He alone can rise up from the grave.
Only He alone can be the Man of Miracles.

Since only He alone can did it and I can't, so I choose ......
to turn away from my own righteousness,
......and put my trust onto Him, who fulfill all righteousness,
to turn away from trusting my own power,
......and trust on the power of His that can raise dead,
to turn away from my own works,
......and trust on the work that He did, once and for all, on the cross.
to give up my own Geass,
......and receive the Geass of Faith from God,
......and He also promised a Code of Eternal Life for me.

耶稣会飞吗？他没有穿超人制服，但他战胜死亡，战胜地心引力，被提到天上去……

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After the Lord Jesus had spoken to them,
he was taken up into heaven
and he sat at the right hand of God.
Mark 16:19

超人不会飞： 超人的骄傲

虽然不是超人，但曾经相当超人……

I have dream to be Zero, Man of Miracles. Those who are anime fans will know that Zero refers to Lelouch in the anime "Code Geass: Rebellion of Lelouch (反叛的鲁路修)". After signing the contract with C.C., Lelouch has Geass that can order people to do things according to his will，i.e. the power of absolute obedience. Such a great power, even greater than having a Death Note that takes away human lifes. His power is describe as Power of King 王の力 . Even when his father want to create the world with his own Code and plan of Ragnarok, yet Lelouch still can overthrown his father plan with his geass. When he does it while activating his Geass, he said, "You think so? I am Zero! The man who works miracles!"

Lelouch vi Britannia, activating his Geass.

Isn't cool be be Zero that can performs miracles? To do something that no one else can do? That has been one of my dream. Why? Cause pride has sprout out from the sinful nature of a man.

Lelouch vi Britannia, the 99th Emperor of the Holy Empire of Britannia.

Never though of being No.1 in school, but by accident, I managed to be No.2, and my marks is just less than that of No.1 by 0.01%. So from that moments onward, I know, that I might have a Geass too, that by my wills and power, I can be No.1, and I did become No.1 in school. After caming here, though doesn't have ranking system, but somehow, I managed to get an unofficial avtomat for Anatomy, because teacher recognised my knowledge. And so, my pride grows more. By accident, I also secured my Physiology avtomat, but more important, I also managed to get avtomat for Biochemistry, not just getting, but being the first one and the only one among my batch to get it. I did something that no one else did before, and I though I really can be Zero, Man of Miracles that can do something that no one else can. But when I know more about God, I realised, how useless I'm before Him.

Through many incidents, I realised my weakness.
I can't even chase a marshrutka with my wallet dropped in it.
I can't even determine who will be my teachers.
I can't even secure the health of my teacher.
I can't even manange my time. I can't even control the wills of other people.
I can't even change the decision of other people.
I can't even control the circumstances around me.
I can't even see my future. I can't even make others to like me.
I can't even stop sining.
I can't even secure my salvation.
I can't even understand what am I doing on Earth by my pathetic knowledge.
I can't even have eternal life by my own pathetic righteousness and power.

Do I really have a Geass, the Power of King to be Man of Miracles?
No...... and never will I have it.

Edward Elric, though that he can bring the dead alive, something that only God alone can do it. At the end, he didn't revive his mother, but his also lost his limbs, and his brother body.
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Pride goes before destruction,
a haughty spirit before a fall.
Proverbs 16:18

超人不会飞： 超人的孤单

"Later wanna enter together first?"
"Sorry no, I want to repeat a while first. You go in first la, you sure can answer."

"Later wanna enter together as first batch?"
"Okay."

Then I am walking towards the the examination room,
but when I turn back, I saw them waving their hands to me......
They broke their promise. Though I'm not angry, but I feel alone......

考试一开始，我喜欢第一个进入考场，我选择做先锋。不是因为我心有成竹，不是因为我已经温习了十遍，不是因为我对考题了如指掌。我只是想快点一了百了，不想藕断丝连（用词不大恰当），不想再犹豫不决…… 因为先孤军进入考场，所以也先单独走出考场。

"If I grant you power, could you go on? ...... Accept this contract, and you accept its conditions. While living in the world of humans, you will live unlike any other: a different providence, a different time, a different life. The Power of the King will condemn you to a life of solitude. Are you prepared for this?"

In the anime Code Geass: Rebellion of Lelouch, this is what C.C. said to Lelouch before they sign the contract. But I never prepared for this Geass, the curse of Geass.

从来没有要接受超人的称号，从来没有要接受这王者之力，但别人却硬硬把这些称号加在我身上。人人以为做超人是很威风的，做王是掌权的，但没人知道超人制服和王者面具的背后却是孤单……

劉若英: 一輩子的孤單

我想我會一直孤單 這一輩子都這麼孤單
我想我會一直孤單 這樣孤單一輩子

天空越蔚藍 越怕抬頭看
電影越圓滿 就越覺得傷感
有越多的時間 就越覺得不安
因為我總是孤單 過著孤單的日子

喜歡的人不出現 出現的人不喜歡
有的愛猶豫不決 還在想他就離開
想過要將就一點 卻發現將就更難
於是我學著樂觀 過著孤單的日子

當孤單已經變成一種習慣
習慣到我已經不再去想該怎麼辦
就算心煩意亂 就算沒有人作伴

自由和落寞之間怎麼換算
我獨自走在街上看著天空找不到答案
我沒有答案

天空已蔚藍 我會抬頭看
電影越圓滿 就越珍惜傷感
有越多的時間 就越習慣不安
因為我總會樂觀 過著孤單的日子

我想我會一直孤單

The Loneliness of a King

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The LORD God said, "It is not good for the man to be alone.
I will make a helper suitable for him."
Genesis 2:18

超人不会飞： 超人不能流眼泪

"Many question need to study......"
"For you no problem one."

"Got 163 questions need to cover......"
"I know you sure can do it."

"Pharmaco very difficult to study......"
"Drugs name and classifications very easy for you only. "
"Pharmaco? You sure got avtomat one, if you don't get it, who should get it?"

"Third year very busy, so many subjects to study and got five exams to sit......"

*Starring with eyes that can pierce steel*

"You got avtomat for anat, physio and biochem, if you can't go through it, who can?"

"Dunno how to sit for pat phys exam, Rogova want her own theories......"
"You cannot get 5, VSMU should close down."

"Still got 30 questions to go."
"I think you are not revising, you are just repeating only."
(i.e. You know everything already)

et cetra

et cetra

et cetra

.
.
.

每当我向朋友诉苦，这就是我得到的答案。
（但感谢主有些朋友并没有这样回应我）
我很想跟朋友一起发牢骚，但这好像是不可能的。

很多人把我当作是超人，可能不是会飞的超人，
但是个无所不能的超人，
可以把不可能变成可能的超人，
可以创下世界纪录的超人。

因为超人无所不能，所以超人不能发牢骚。
但我却不是。我和你们一样，只是个人，
并不是个会飞的超人，
并不是个会控制他人意志的鲁路修，
更不是个会把水变成酒的耶稣。

周杰伦的歌唱到：「超人不会飞」。
连超人都不会飞，更何况是我。

「我不知道何时变成了医大的模仿生」，
人人都以为我可以读完全部问题，
可以明白每个小细节。
但我不是无所不知的上帝，
因为我只是个罪人。

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He will wipe every tear from their eyes.
Revelation 21:4a

超人不会飞： 拯救地球好累

如果超人会飞，

那就让我在空中停一停歇,
……
拯救地球好累。

就算超人会飞，超人也要休息，
更何况不是超人的我。
我也会累，我也要休息。
因为「读书考试好累」。


上帝与我

不是你的忠诚信徒
但在遥远的耶路撒冷
我得到你的宽恕
在耶路撒冷我不再是一个人
因为我有你这位守护者
把我抱著
陪我再静静找回我原来的目的
让心像原野安稳的为了你收割
就算在疲惫
也有你跟我一起走过这天路历程
这一刻天空又亮了

I am here 依然美丽
再孤单也没有关系
泡沫般黑夜即将 过去
这一次我愿相信
向前去往应许之地
下一季在下一个雨季
我会勇敢的说
You're My God

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I can do everything through him who gives me strength.
Philippians 4:13

超人不会飞： 前言

喔～

如果超人会飞
那就让我在空中停一停歇
再次俯瞰这个世界
会让我觉得好一些

喔～
读书考试好累
虽然有些疲惫但我还是会
不要问我读完了没
因为超人不能发牢骚

____________________

我不是超人，更不是上帝，
因为我只是个罪人。