Time of Distress

I don't know why I feel so stress and anxious.
Although I have many free time,
yet I am not able to finish anything productive.
Not able to use time more productively.

And feeling stress with someone who cannot take criticism,
someone who choose to use silence and coldness to show his stress.
Yet You taught us to forgive and love each other.

I want to seek You,
yet my flesh seeking after other worldly things.
Prone to wonder Lord I feel it,
prone to leave the God I love.
O Lord, how much I am in need of you,
yet how rebellious I am, seeking not after you.

Take my heart Lord, take and seal,
seal it for Thy courts above.