Godly life = Persecution ?

Why am I so afraid to preach the gospel of the Lord Jesus Christ?

Why am I so timid to share my testimonies in the Lord Jesus Christ?

Why am I so reluctant to put the name of the Lord Jesus Christ on my lips?

My life in Christ have been too comfortable.

 Have I been living up for the name of Christ?

Have I been standing up for the name of Christ?

Have I been suffering for the name of Christ?

Have I been persecuted for the name of Christ?

By the way

...

I expected and tried to avoid criticism from muslims,

but ended up attacked by an atheist.

Seriously, why some people so stubborn and stiff-necked? 

无神论者
比自由论者
和异教论者
更恐怖
很多倍 >.<

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In fact, everyone who wants to live a godly life 

in Christ Jesus will be persecuted.

2 Timothy 3:12